Prologue
People were too scared for music
tonight. Not that MoJo cared.
Her handlers had broken the news about
the low attendance nearly an hour ago with some explanation about how
the recent flu epidemic and subsequent rioting and looting kept
people at home. They’d served the news with high-end vodka, the
good shit imported from Russia, conveniently hidden in a water bottle
which she carried from the greenroom to the stage.
“The show must
go on,” her father proclaimed, like she was doing humanity a
service by performing. She suspected his bravado actually stemmed
from the fact that her sophomore album’s second single had stalled
at number thirteen—a far cry from the lead single’s number-one
debut or her four straight top-five hits off her first album. Either
way, the audience, filled with beaming girls a few years younger than
herself and their mothers, seemed to agree. Flu or no flu, some
people still wanted their songs—or maybe they just wanted
normalcy—so MoJo delivered, perfect note after perfect note, each
in time to choreographed dance routines. She even gave her trademark
smile.
The crowd screamed
and sang along, waving their arms to the beat. Halfway through the
second song, a peculiar vibe grabbed the audience. Usually, a handful
of parents disappeared into their phones, especially as the flu scare
had heightened over the past week. This time nearly every adult in
the arena was looking at their phone. In the front row, MoJo saw
lines of concern on each face.
Before the song
even finished, some parents grabbed their children and left, pushing
through the arena’s floor seats and funneling to the exit door.
MoJo pushed on,
just like she’d always promised her dad. She practically heard his
voice over the backup music blasting in her in-ear monitors. There
is no sophomore slump. Smile! Between the second and third songs,
she gave her customary “Thank you!” and fake talk about how great
it was to be wherever they were. New York City, this time, at Madison
Square Garden. A girl of nineteen embarking on a tour bigger, more
ambitious than she could have ever dreamed and taking the pop world
by storm, and yet, she knew nothing real about New York City. She’d
never left her hotel room without chaperones and handlers. Not under
her dad’s watch.
One long swig of
vodka later, and a warmth rushed to her face, so much so that she
wondered if it melted her face paint off. She looked off at the side
stage, past the elaborate video set and cadre of backup dancers. But
where was the gaffer? Why wasn’t anyone at the sound board? The
fourth song had a violin section, yet the contracted violinist wasn’t
in her spot.
Panic raced through
MoJo’s veins, mental checklists of her marks, all trailed by echoes
from her dad’s lectures about accountability. Her feet were planted
exactly where they should be. Her poise, straight and high. Her last
few notes, on key, and her words to the audience, cheerful. It
couldn’t have been something she’d done, could it?
No. Not her fault
this time. Someone else is facing Dad’s wrath tonight, she
thought.
The next song’s
opening electronic beats kicked in. Eyes closed, head tilted back,
and arms up, her voice pushed out the song’s highest note, despite
the fuzziness of the vodka making the vibrato a little harder to
sustain. For a few seconds, nothing existed except the sound of her
voice and the music behind it— no handlers, no tour, no audience,
no record company, no father telling her the next way she’d earn
the family fortune—and it almost made the whole thing worth it.
Her eyes opened,
body coiled for the middle-eight’s dance routine, but the
brightness of the house lights threw her off the beat. The drummer
and keyboard player stopped, though the prerecorded backing track
continued for a few more seconds before leaving an echo chamber.
No applause. No
eyes looked MoJo’s way. Only random yelling and an undecipherable
buzz saw of backstage clamor from her in-ear monitors. She stood,
frozen, unable to tell if this was from laced vodka or if it was
actually unfolding: people—adults and children, parents and
daughters— scrambling to the exits, climbing over chairs and
tripping on stairs, ushers pushing back at the masses before some
turned and ran as well.
Someone grabbed her
shoulder and jerked back hard. “We have to go,” said the voice
behind her.
“What’s going
on?” she asked, allowing the hands to push her toward the stage
exit. Steven, her huge forty-something bodyguard, took her by the arm
and helped her down the short staircase to the backstage area.
“The flu’s
spread,” he said. “A government quarantine. There’s some sort
of lockdown on travel. The busing starts tonight. First come, first
serve. I think everyone’s trying to get home or get there. I can’t
reach your father. Cell phones are jammed up.”
They worked their
way through the concrete hallways and industrial lighting of the
backstage area, people crossing in a mad scramble left and right.
MoJo clutched onto her bottle of vodka, both hands to her chest as
Steven ushered her onward. People collapsed in front of her, crying,
tripping on their own anxieties, and Steven shoved her around them,
apologizing all the way. Something draped over her shoulders, and it
took her a moment to realize that he’d put a thick parka around
her. She chuckled at the thought of her sparkly halter top and
leather pants wrapped in a down parka that smelled like BO, but
Steven kept pushing her forward, forward, forward until they hit a
set of double doors.
The doors flew
open, but rather than the arena’s quiet loading area from a few
hours ago, MoJo saw a thick wall of people: all ages and all colors
in a current of movement, pushing back and forth. “I’ve got your
dad on the line,” Steven yelled over the din, “His car is that
way. He wants to get to the airport now. Same thing’s happening
back home.” His arm stretched out over her head. “That way! Go!”
They moved as a
pair, Steven yelling “excuse me” over and over until the crowd
became too dense to overcome. In front of her, a woman with wisps of
gray woven into black hair trembled on her knees. Even with the
racket around them, MoJo heard her cry. “This is the end. This is
the end.”
The end.
People had been
making cracks about the End of the World since the flu changed from
online rumors to this big thing that everyone talked about all the
time. But she’d always figured the “end” meant a giant pit
opening, Satan ushering everyone down a staircase to Hell. Not stuck
outside Madison Square Garden.
“Hey,” Steven
yelled, arms spread out to clear a path through the traffic jam of
bodies. “This way!”
MoJo looked at the
sobbing woman in front of her, then at Steven. Somewhere further down
the road, her father sat in a car and waited. She could feel his
pull, an invisible tether that never let her get too far away.
“The end, the
end,” the sobbing woman repeated, pausing MoJo in her tracks. But
where to go? Every direction just pointed at more chaos, people
scrambling with a panic that had overtaken everyone in the loading
dock, possibly the neighborhood, possibly all New York City, possibly
even the world. And it wasn’t just about a flu.
It was everything.
But… maybe that
was good?
No more tours. No
more studio sessions. No more threats about financial security, no
more lawyer meetings, no more searches through her luggage. No more
worrying about hitting every mark. In the studio. Onstage.
In life.
All of that was
done.
The very thought
caused MoJo to smirk.
If this was the
end, then she was going out on her own terms.
“Steven!” she
yelled. He turned and met her gaze.
She twisted the cap
off the water-turned-vodka bottle, then took most of it down in one
long gulp. She poured the remainder on her face paint, a star around
her left eye, then wiped it off with her sleeve. The empty bottle
flew through the air, probably hitting some poor bloke in the head.
“Tell my dad,”
she said, trying extra hard to pronounce the words with the clear
British diction she was raised with, “to go fuck himself.”
For an instant, she
caught Steven’s widemouthed look, a mix of fear and confusion and
disappointment on his face, as though her words crushed his worldview
more than the madness around them. But MoJo wouldn’t let herself
revel in her first, possibly only victory over her father; she ducked
and turned quickly, parka pulled over her head, crushing the
product-molded spikes in her hair.
Each step pushing
forward, shoulders and arms bumping into her as her eyes locked onto
the ground, one step at a time. Left, right, left, then right, all as
fast as she could go, screams and car horns and smashing glass
building in a wave of desperation around her.
Maybe it was the
end. But even though her head was down, she walked with dignity for
the first time in years, perhaps ever.
Excerpted
from A
Beginning at the End
by Mike Chen, Copyright ©
2020 by Mike Chen. Published by MIRA Books.
Mike
Chen
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Summary:
An emotional story about what
happens after the end of the world, A BEGINNING AT THE END is a tale
of four survivors trying to rebuild their personal lives after a
literal apocalypse. For commercial readers who enjoy a speculative
twist, or their sci-fi with a heavy dose of family and feelings.
Six years after a global pandemic, it
turns out that the End of the World was more like a big pause. Coming
out of quarantine, 2 billion unsure survivors split between
self-governing big cities, hippie communes, and wasteland gangs. When
the father of a presumed-dead pop star announces a global search for
his daughter, four lives collide: Krista, a cynical event planner;
Moira, the ex-pop star in hiding; Rob, a widowed single father; and
Sunny, his seven-year-old daughter. As their lives begin to
intertwine, reports of a new outbreak send the fragile society into a
panic. And when the government enacts new rules in response to the
threat, long-buried secrets surface, causing Sunny to run away
seeking the truth behind her mother's death. Now, Krista, Rob, and
Moira must finally confront the demons of their past in order to hit
the road and reunite with Sunny -- before a coastal lockdown puts the
world on pause again.
Author Bio:
Mike Chen is a lifelong writer, from
crafting fan fiction as a child to somehow getting paid for words as
an adult. He has contributed to major geek websites (The Mary Sue,
The Portalist, Tor) and covered the NHL for mainstream media outlets.
A member of SFWA and Codex Writers, Mike lives in the Bay Area, where
he can be found playing video games and watching Doctor Who with his
wife, daughter, and rescue animals. Follow him on Twitter and
Instagram: @mikechenwriter
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REVIEW:
REVIEW:
Beyond 5 Stars!
This combination post-Apocalyptic, midst-of-Apocalypse affected me so strongly yet so subtly that I was engrossed before realizing. In love with the story before I noticed. Just as absorbing as A CANTICLE FOR LEIBOWITZ and SWAN SONG, A BEGINNING AT THE END is a novel that won't let go. Yes, there is near-futuristic science fiction: pandemic, infrastructure loss, billions of deaths. But what drives the story is a few very special individuals: Moira, Rob, Sunny, Krista, as they perform as prisms through which the reader views the human potential, mind, spirit, heart, will.
Q&A with Mike
Chen
Q: Parent characters are a large part of A Beginning at
the End. Did you know your character's family backgrounds
before you began? How do the characters take form in your writing
process?
A: Somewhat. Usually the core problem comes first in my
drafting process. I tend to write in layers and my initial drafts are
always very light -- initial scenes may only be about ¼ of their
final length because I don’t know the characters too well yet. At
that stage, I’m trying to find the main conflict of the scene and
the voice for their characters. I typically need 5-7 passes through a
book to turn it from a 45k-50k word skeleton to a reasonably polished
90-100k word draft. During that time, the characters start to form.
As an example, my current work in progress (which will be released
after 2021’s upcoming WE COULD BE HEROES), I’m on my third pass
through for the first act and only now am I beginning to understand
each character’s unique voice as well as their physical
appearances. Core conflicts (such as character X has trouble with
character Y) are established during the initial outline phase as part
of the initial concept, but the how and why those conflicts happen
(Is it family history? Is it a traumatic event? Is it sibling
rivalry?), that takes a little longer to establish.
For the characters in A BEGINNING AT THE END, I started out
immediately knowing what drove Krista and Rob. Moira didn’t really
become fully three-dimensional until much later, and in fact in early
revisions, she was just a minor supporting character. My agent noted
that she was far too interesting to push to the side, so the book was
rebuilt around her to hold equal footing to Rob and Krista.
Q: Where did you take inspiration for this pandemic? Do you have
any other book or film recommendations?
A: Though it wasn’t a direct inspiration for this book,
there’s a scene in the second season of The Walking Dead that began
the train of thought for A BEGINNING AT THE END. It was the season on
Hershel’s farm, and there’s a scene where Lori is trying to go
over homework with her son Carl. A lot of viewers mocked the scene at
the time with comments like “Why would you do math in the zombie
apocalypse?” but I thought that was a smart bit of human grounding
against a fantastical backdrop. Because those characters didn’t
know if and when the apocalypse would end, and I think it makes sense
that 1) a mom would try to keep some form of normalcy for her son 2)
they wouldn’t just assume the world was completely over.
Because a lot of apocalyptic fiction focuses on either the event
itself or a grimdark survival world, that scene sparked a lot of
ideas for me -- what if society did crawl back from the brink,
and instead of a true “end of the world” it was more like a big
pause button? Then all these people would move past day-to-day
survival and suddenly have a lot of trauma to unpack, and i
hadn’t really seen that covered much at the time. That seemed
really interesting to me, much more so than the idea of tribal
factions attacking each other to survive.
Q: Which main character is your favorite? And which was the
hardest to write?
A: It's been interesting seeing early reader feedback because
the "favorite character" opinion has been pretty evenly
split. I think that's a good sign that things are pretty balanced.
For me personally, I always viewed Krista as the main character in
this book and it was originally written with her to be the main focus
(the original draft of this from 2011ish only had her POV and Rob's
POV). She has such a snappy voice that it's just fun to write her
responses and reactions to stuff, and a big challenge came from
cutting out unnecessary dialogue that made it in there simply because
she was so fun to write.
The hardest character to write was definitely Sunny. Simply because I
needed to get into the head of a seven-year-old. Her POV was one of
the last major structural changes my agent recommended before we sold
this to my publisher and it was tricky my daughter was still very
young at that point (she's still only five). I ran those chapters by
my friends who had survived parenting those years for accuracy:
complexity of thought, vocabulary, rhythm, etc.
Q: Your characters struggle with confronting their past while
their future is so uncertain. What are some important lessons you've
learned as a writer that you previously struggled with?
A: I think the keys to success as a writer are also keys to a
happy and fulfilled life: don't give up and keep an open mind. Every
writer I know that started around my time eventually broke through
and got an agent by improving their craft through feedback and simply
chipping away. If one book wasn't good enough, then it got shelved as
a stepping stone and they marched forward. Doing that requires a
certain amount of humility because it recognizes that you've got room
to improve, and that improvement is going to come from listening to
others rather than being defensive. Those are hard lessons to learn
so I try to tell new writers that right away, so they understand the
value of harsh-but-true constructive criticism from critique partners
-- you'll never make it without that.
Q: What is a genre you don't think you'd ever write? A
Beginning at the End and Here and Now and Then
are both SF, do you think you would ever write something
that's vastly different? What draws you to SF?
A: Writing character-driven stories in sci-fi settings comes
pretty naturally to me, as it takes my favorite type of story (slice
of life) and my favorite genre and brings them together. I'm
fortunate that the market has turned around on that now to support
books like mine. If I wrote something different, I imagine it would
lean further in one direction or another -- either a contemporary
drama or space opera. I am also a big fan of gothic horror, and I
would love to try a haunted house story at some point.
As for what draws me to sci-fi, I can't put my finger on it but it's
been really important to me my entire life. I grew up on Star Wars
and Robotech as cornerstones of my media influences. At the same
time, I've never really been too into fantasy despite them often
being opposite sides of the same coin. My wife loves both sci-fi and
fantasy, and there are things she loves that I just can't get into
like The Elder Scrolls.
Q: What are some of your writing goals for the future?
A: Keep writing and not run out of ideas! In a perfect world,
I'd love to be able to be a full-time author -- which is basically
50% writing and 50% the business of being an author. I don't think
that's feasible since I live in Silicon Valley and need health
insurance for a family situation, so I will likely always have one
foot in corporate life unless the political landscape changes
regarding medical care.
An obvious dream would be to have one of my books be adapted to a
movie or TV series -- I'm of the mindset that HERE AND NOW AND THEM
would work as a movie while A BEGINNING AT THE END has a deep enough
world that it would work well as a TV series. I really want to try
writing a video game, something like Telltale's games. And I would
love to write for my favorite franchises: Star Wars, Star Trek, and
Doctor Who. I've been pretty
vocal about Clone Wars-era story ideas, and I'm
friends with several authors on the Lucasfilm roster, so fingers
crossed.
Q: If there was a global disaster in the future, what would your
plan of action be?
A: Well, I have a bunch of animals and family health issues,
so I'd say we'd be pretty screwed. I'm pretty organized and have a
diplomatic approach, so hopefully that would earn me an in with some
survivalists until society stabilizes.
Q: Both of your books, Here
and Now and Then & A Beginning at the End,
have a strong emotional foundation. Why did you choose that route?
A: It goes back to my favorite
types of stories. To me, the emotional core is always the most
important part of any story; it turns it from being surface level
entertainment to something that resonates deeper.
Q: How has the success of your first
novel affected your writing process for your second novel? Is there
anything the first time around you did, that you didn’t do the
second time?
A: I am lucky that A BEGINNING
AT THE END was mostly finished when we sold it because it had been a
project I'd shelved years ago but revised with my agent. I had a
complete and fairly polished manuscript, and my editors revisions
didn't affect much of the structure, they were mostly about
tightening and adding more flashbacks, more world-building. So in
that regard, that process was very similar to HERE AND NOW AND THEN.
However, having now experienced
deadlines and commitments on top of a day job and parenting, the
biggest change is that I draft by acts rather than the whole thing.
For books 3 (WE COULD BE HEROES) and 4 (in WIP stages), I drafted a
first act to get a sense of characters and world, then sent that to a
few critique partners for their input before investing further energy
into it. There's just no time. Also, I have to limit myself on
reading for fun or video games because that time has to be used for
writing and editing. Being published is a great privilege but its
time demands do create numerous sacrifices.
Q: How do you balance being a reader
and being a writer?
A: I use my phone a lot! I've
discovered audiobooks, though my preferred method right now is ebooks
through Google Play. Their app has a text-to-speech feature which,
while nowhere near the quality of real audiobooks, allow me to listen
while I'm commuting or doing dishes or whatever, but then also allow
me to switch back to reading in the app when I want to. It's funny, I
just don't read physical books that much now because my time is so
compartmentalized that having it available on my phone is the best
way to go.
The great irony about this is that as
I've gotten to know more authors, agents, and editors, I'm often
offered advance review copies by authors I really love and I simply
have no time for them.
Q: What does literary success look
like to you and with that definition in mind, are you successful?
A: This is tricky because I
think all authors at all stages are looking up at someone and
mentally comparing sales and awards. I know I'm doing better than
some of my peers and worse than others, and one of the biggest
lessons I've learned over the past year is that it is totally okay to
be happy for someone while also jealous of their success. In fact,
that is 100% normal.
With that in mind, I think success
means that I'm selling enough copies to get the next contract and a
chance to audition for licensed franchise work. Aspiring for
bestseller status or awards is kind of silly because so many other
factors go into that, many of which (marketing budgets, publicity
selections) are simply out of your control. But if you keep producing
at a high level of quality, I think you'll be able to gradually grow
your readership with each book, and that's good enough for me.
Also, it's really cool to hear your
book has touched a reader. That level of engagement is always a good
measure of success.
Q: Finally, for you, what makes a
book a good book?
A: I think the things that I
always look for are interesting characters, emotional conflicts, and
good prose. While I appreciate great action scenes or immense
worldbuilding, I can often overlook those things if characters,
emotions, and prose are all clicking. On the other hand, if I lose
any of those main three, I'll often have to drop a book, even if,
say, the worldbuilding is amazing.
Shameless shoutout to some friends: if
you want impeccable examples of ALL of those (characters, emotions,
prose, action, and worldbuilding), I suggest Fonda Lee's JADE CITY /
JADE WAR and Kat Howard's AN UNKINDNESS OF MAGICIANS.
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